My Medicine - Pretty Reckless

Yesterday I burned myself with a hot glue gun.

I am ill and emotional.

Dear Alex,
I hope everything brings you joy. I hope that you find a new adventure because it's waiting for you where ever you go. You are one of the most cherished people I have in my life and I love you. I have the weirdest, most interesting memories of you and even though you will visit, there are more to come. Thank you so much for always being there. I'm going to miss you, especially not knowing how long you will be gone.
Thank you for the songs you sing and write, the role model you have become, and being my brother. Thanks for convincing me to play the drums and guitar, for taking me to see Sucre, for showing me amazing music, wrapping presents in tinfoil, being comedic relief, and the stories you tell. I love you, and I hope you enjoy doing whatever you wish to do, as long as you're happy. I love you.

Sucre - Say Something

On My Way - Ben Kweller

Emily and the Woods - Steal His Heart

I would love to fall in love
In a deep love that I hear about
But unbreakable love is not found on this earth
Nor any other imperfect place

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Myself:

So basically I can write whatever I want because it's my blog, and I'm going to be a girl right now:
Hopefully getting asked out on Monday which makes me happy. I've never really been liked by a guy who kept up with me and my restless thoughts, it's weird. But good weird and different. What a change.

Okay done meh

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Something New:

I love Greek mythology. I wish I believed it, but it seems irrational, I can still pretend right?

The Fates and Muses and Zeus and Hermes and Hestia and more are simply fascinating.

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Normal Rants:

I hate it when people don't ask for help, when you can tell they want it. But here it is: If you don't ask, you shall not receive. Yes, I'm being a hypocrite, but that's kinda my thing sometimes, I'm human.

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Amazing music brought to you by yours truly:

BYEEEEEEEE

We Wish The Impossible

We wish for the most improbable things. Leaving, coming, old, new, love, hate, friends, enemies, etc.
Because we all miss what everyone had or once had. We are jealous human beings that will never find peace in this world. But we also will.

See, we are all in a constant change. These changes seem lifeless or too much excitement. We are just never satisfied.

That sucks doesn't it?


I've figured life is a lot better when you look up. Of coarse when we look up we find that we are nothing in this world, but for me, that is influential to be something, not just a molecule of a population, so I want to strive for that impossible, and be extraordinary. I hear this phrase more often than you would know, but it is so relevant. I' not going to tell you what it means to me because that will be different to everyone.

So look up, there's more than just an endless sky, there's a thousand things just waiting for you to chase after. Yes, you will fail. But that's the beauty of it. Failing means that it doesn't need to be rushed, for everyone fails, take your time.


Find love in a passion, a person, or desire and go forth.



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I enjoy Marina and the Diamonds